Mood: really happy.
Listening to: Leon Bolier-Back in the Days.
Working on: A new picture of my characters and a custom wallpaper

(Stupid imitation of a subscriber's account , anyways , I like it LOL)

Yeah , I'm rather happy on these days because things are going ok with everything...In some aspects. Yesterday my father broke my DSL modem and I had to borrow a new WiFi router. I like it , it has got its speed , but I hate the stupid antenna I had to put on top of my computer's tower , looks like a mechanical teletubbie

Another thingie , my life as a model is just beginning and I'm really , really happy 'cause I've done some snapshots sessions and I've got a new casting on Sunday evening , so wish me luck It is going to be for a hairdressing snapshot session and I hope to be one of the chosen girls , I'm gonna do my best

Now that I'm really addicted to chewing gum because of my stupid stress on everything , I must say that my nerves are the ones which are fucking everything up sometimes. You know that some things happened as you could read on my last journal entry (those who have read it ). I think that I'm still not ready for remembering so many things at once and I feel nervous even when I'm trying to assimilate what's happening again with me and my friends...~justbe07 I hope you can forgive me because I never know what to do , just don't say that I meet you just because I feel obligated to. No. That's not true and keep in mind that I meet wth you because I really want to and I like *takes another chewing gum*

Meeeeh , failing two subjects before starting University classes is so horrible...I'm starting some lessons at an academy on Monday. I've been there for some years so I really love my teachers. My chemistry teacher there is really funny and he's very cute too and my maths teacher is so , so , so damned cool that I really adore him!!I love you Viti!!! I hope I can pass my stupid failures...My school teachers are just kind of some assholes and I can't bear with them , stupidity caught their brains and sometimes they don't look like teachers , they look more like a chemical beast and a pathetic drama actress with a graphical function representing her drama in a scale from 0 to 10 and all the course weeks...

Still I have to do a lot of art trades and Gaia online commissions ...hehe , I'm trying to finish them but every time I get a commission I use to end them so late that even my commissioners don't remember them and I feel really bad. I don't use to be on the mood of drawing for another persons that are not me , myself and I. When I draw for other persons they must be really special persons , if not , I won't ever touch a blank sheet of paper for them...I'm sorry , it uses to happen to me very often.

Aaaand , finally , I've been receiving some e-mails of a guy who is really , really interested on my current work series trilogy and is amazed with my pictures . I really don't know if he just really wants to know about me and my work or just wants to...steal artwork? Not good...I think I'm really stupid thinking those kind of things and stuff , I may stay calmed...He even sent me two "greeting cards" because I checked his artwork and he's quite good. I think I don't have any reasons to suspect anything wrong

Well , I haven't got anything else to write. Just that I'm really bored , isn't it noticeable? I'm writing a new journal entry!!

Hope to see you guys soon!!

..::Arashi::..

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ArtWanted

Some months ago , I broke something. It was something that two persons were caring for nearly 2 years.Now it is my turn to say...I'm sorry.

No matter what you say , geebus , it wasn't only your fault. I trusted who I didn't had to , and never minded something so stupid would happen. We ended up this way because of our nonsense , and now , you see , things look as if they're now going well , but I just feel guilty because of something I've done.

These months have passed with changes for both of us , and I think our lives are pretty good right now. You've met people who really care about you and I've met some of them too. We've learned to live without each other , but even if we've talked about those things last week , I'm still sad.

That day I shouldn't had talked to you so badly , but you must understand , that because of your reasons I started to feel so confused about everything and all those things seemed so stupid to me , and I was so tired about everything , about every and each little thing both of us had against our own lives that I needed to say "stop it!!" and I think that you know what I'm referring to...Yeah , those ones...

So I stopped it.

But even when we've talked about this some days ago , I must persist. I don't want to have anything against you , or you to have something against me. I know everything is now solved but...again...forgive me. It wasn't only your fault.

So now , until next time we can meet again. Ok?.



..::Arashi::..


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ArtWanted
Elfwood

Now that I am 18 (I had my b-day yesterday , May the 20th) I've started my new age in an excellent way ^^.

First , I was given 400€ OOOOOH MY GOOOOOD!!!! For meh!!. I'm so happy , now I can have my own money for a long , long time . I received tons of sms from my people which I adore so much and the best thing is...NO MORE ARTIST'S BLOCK!!.

Today I had an illumination at a restaurant and I started drawing as if I were possesed by an artistic spirit , with a blue ballpoint pen and in a huge paper blanket. I drew everything I wanted to draw and it came out really , really good ^^. Doesn't this ever happened to you?.

By the way , today I had a triple commission at Gaia Online. I'll be "paid" 3000 gold for a triplet picture and I call this luck , because it's really hard to earn some gold at Gaia.

Some more thingies are my art trades. I've got two pending and one in progress. These are:


~~::*ART TRADES*::~~

Pending
In progress (10%).
Pending (not defined yet , waiting for PM).

Of course , I'm open for trades , requests , etc...Just PM me as you usually do ^^.

Well , not too much to say , just that I wanted to express myself again and blah...I'm eighteen!!Yayness!!.



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Body: Because u just opened this u will have the BEST LUCK this week.
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ur gonna get a bf-gf.
ur gonna get an A on all ur tests.
ur gonna get 20 new freinds.
ur gonna fall in love.



BUT u have to repost this bulletin with the name
"im naked"
"Nude Pics"
"gold digger"
"we broke up"
"my girl is pregnant"
"im 10 weeks pregnant"
"im bi"
"i need her bad"
"i ate my girl out"
"im gettin married"
"I HATE HIM!!!!"
"I LOVE HIM!!!"
"I MISS HIM"
"I MISS HER"
"I LOVE HER"
"I HATE HER"
"i saw u from across the room"
"I NEED A NEW BOYFRIEND"
"I NEED A NEW GIRLFRIEND"
"he dumped me"
"I like him"



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

So good...

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At last!!! I got a new scanner!!!!

It is great , I've never scanned at such high resolution (1600dpi) and the image quality is excellent!!!Oh yeah!!!!

From now to the future I will , at last , upload more new pictures more frequently not only emoticons or boring wallpapers...*sigh*

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY!!!!!

Of course , I hope you people comment my artwork

I'm about to have a new tablet too!! I hope it is a Wacom Intuos 3 but I don't think so...heh...and I must say "yes" to a new Genius one

Now it's time for me to work again , so I must say goodbye for a while


Byeee~~~~

..::Arashi::..

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